in my heart, there is no place i rather be

Thursday, March 08, 2007

CONSTANCE MAKES HER GRAND ENTRANCE.

hello world. i've been away for so long and i really have a lot of things that i wanna say, because i've been feeling so much these days.

so yes. as you all have already known. posting results were out. and guess what. i was posted to somewhere i least expect myself to have gone to. when i saw the results, i was like OMG, and too shocked and surprised (not in a good way), until i don't really know how i should react to it. BAM. reality hits me. and i didn't expect myself to cry outside the GO. so to whomever who saw the ugly side of constance, i'm sorry.you know, i wasn't really crying because i'm not in SA. that's part of the reason why i did cry. but the major reason as to why i cried, i think, was most probably because of the thought that i wouldn't be able to see my SA mates for a few days, and not only that, miss orientation. i love 07S11, and you guys know it. i miss OG20. and no other OG's gonna replace it. so probably, that was what really triggered the tear glands in me.

this is gonna be mostly an emo post. i'm sorry.

to my loveliest, sweetest 07s11: life in SA will never be the same without you guys. you all cheer me up when i'm down; when i cry, you all cry with me, when i laught, you guys laugh harder. everyone of you all has a special place in my heart. we do crazy things together (remember the sms we sent to miss sim? :D), get scolded for ponning class/lecs together. you all make me love SA so much more. i feel that we're not only a class, we've become a family. i would never ever trade anything for the time we had together as a class. i'll miss you all so so so much. for some of us, if we're not in the same class anymore, please make sure that you won't forget me (write my name on your mirror or something). and for those whom i will be with in the same class, 2 more wonderful years together (and i'm sorry if you were wishing you would be in a different class as me. :P). I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL LIKE TRUCKLOADS, PLANELOADS SHIPLOADS.

well, i'm really feeling very emo these days. went for orientation in a foreign school i rather not go yesterday. and let me tell you, its rather boring and senseless. my heart was in SA, come on. but of course, i made some new friends, who actually made me life a little better over there. guess what. the school actually make the J1s go for this leadership course during the orientation. and they actually have to pay for it. OMG. thank god i'm so out of that place.

i have so many randome misses. I MISS TWIN! I MISS I-MING! I MISS N371! I MISS OG20! I MISS 07S11 (1ST INTAKE)! I MISS 4E406!

aww..

i need to change blogskin. although i really like tw previous one a lot. haha.

anyway, i decided to give orientation in SA a miss, cause i was feeling so sick in the morning. BAH. i hate that sick feeling. it makes you lie on the bed and not move for like 25498752313 hours. i'll go SA tomorrow okay! make sure all you people i miss come!!!! DISCO NIGHT. we're gonna rock the place down. :DDDD

and and and. during the days of my hibernation (from blogger), i took lots and lots of pictures! nice pictures. (:

pretteh pictures eh. poised! (:

and i so love this song now. no one's gonna stop me from typing the lyrics here.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

emo.

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